My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry. James 1:9 NIV
I recently finished Beth Moore’s memoire, All My Knotted-Up Life. It stirred me in ways that she probably didn’t intend, but it moved me to speak out. I listened to it, and suggest you read it instead. Have a highlighter close by.
What moved me was how those who claim to love Jesus Christ – Who commands us to love one another – can so quickly take up pitchforks, erect stakes, and lay sticks for a bonfire to burn one of their own, in public, mind you. All because of politics. All because one had a mind of her own. One who had been deeply damaged by sexual abuse as a child and in spite of everything dedicated her life to helping others.
I’ll admit. All the years that I saw Beth Moore’s studies and books in Lifeway stores and heard about her huge conferences, I had no idea what she suffered during that time. I figured she had a easy, beautiful, exciting, life. One of study, fame, and travel as she rubbed shoulders with giants of faith.
But that wasn’t the case.
All the while she studied, wrote, spoke, and taught, she was navigating the damage done to her as a child, her husband’s bipolar episodes, and his brush with death that lasted three years. While she served, she also raised her daughters and cared for her husband. In all of this she stayed true to the Southern Baptist rules about a “woman’s place” in ministry.
And then came Donald Trump’s transcript of a conversation with Billy Bush. In the transcript, Trump spoke of an unnamed woman whom he tried to seduce, it didn’t matter to him that she was married, and in the conversation he said, “Grab ’em by the p*ssy. You can do anything.” This triggered Beth’s trauma and her righteous indignation. She had helped countless women who also suffered from sexual abuse. To add insult to injury, “godly” leaders in the church dismissed it with “That’s just locker talk. Boys will be boys.”
I wonder, what if the women who used these excuses found themselves or their daughters being groped, would THEY be so dismissive? Would the “godly” men accept their wives or daughters being groped and joked about? If they did accept this form of abuse by power, they have no right to claim they love like Christ.
But it doesn’t end there. When Beth Moore tweeted her indignation about Trump’s statement, these “godly” leaders and laypersons attacked Ms. Moore’s ministry, relationships, her marriage, and her personally. I remember the backlash and was ashamed to be aligned with people who called themselves Christians. The people who attacked her to her face, through the mail, and on the phone, were vicious. Their insults were unjust and manic.
All of the above to say this, we NEVER KNOW what another person is going through. We may envy someone because it seems they live a charmed life, but in reality, this person may be walking through a fiery hell and yet refuse to let it defeat him or her. Ms. Moore loved people too much and she had to work to support her family while her husband was incapacitated. And the “godly” people emotionally burned her at the stake, they stoned her like Stephen, they did everything but love her.
Remember this, love isn’t an emotion. Those of us who are called to love like Christ, Agapo, need to remember the definition of this kind of love which is to love unconditionally and sacrificially as God Himself loves all persons. I saw none of this in the “godly” men and women who carried verbal pitchforks and blazing torches. What a horrible representation of God’s love was made by those who serve him.
In this shameful time in history I am reminded to make sure my pockets are empty of rocks and to carry the water bucket of mercy in honor of the God I serve.